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Since this is my first blog I will catch you up to speed on my life, and current situation.

I am 26 years old, and have a two year old boy.  If you know anything about 2 years old then you know that my life already chaotic.  He is a very busy child and keeps my hand full.  I love him with all my heart but of course I want more.  I want a family that consists of just more than me and my son but thats hard to find when I don't really have the time to go out and meet someone.  As of late I have been trying new things such as online dating and giving guys that I normally wouldnt look twice at a change...but even that isn't workin out for me.

My latest adventure....

I met a guy online a few months ago.  Not my normal way to meet guys but I figured nothing else was working so why not.  He was a nice guy but from the very beginning I found things wrong with him.  At first it was his hair cut, then I thought he had a wierd walk, now I've just come to the conclusion that he just a lame.  I can not date a corny man.  I need someone with a little bit of an edge....I heard someone on tv say that they wanted a refined thug....I didn't get it at first but now I completely understand.  That is what I need, someone who may have been wild as teenager/young adult but realized that they had to grow up.  Anyways back to this guy.  My son went out of town for the weekend with my mom so of course Im trying to take advantage of the free time that I have so i spent Friday evening with him, all he wanted to do was have sex while I just wanted to watch a movie.  Saturday he wanted to see me so he got a hotel, of course I went with the intention of having sex with him but when I got there I was just instantly turned of by his lame ass.  i felt bad though this man spent his money so the least I could do was have sex with him. I did but that didnt make things any better.  It was a long akward night.  I just wasn't feeling him anymore and he could tell, he kept asking what was wrong but I just didnt know what to say so I said the typical answer "nothing".  he tried to kiss me and then morning and I denied it...I guess that was the last straw.  He just got up and said we can go, we didnt talk to whold ride back and when we got to my car he just got out and went in his house no goodbye or anything.

I think its safe to say that's over. And I back to square one...lonely.

I have a 24 hours until my son comes back maybe I will meet someone in that time period.

WISH ME LUCK!!!!!